This Makes Me Want to Weep and then Die ;)

Ah, life. it has all the stinking potential in the world to be exciting and fun.
and then there's me...all i do is work and I pretty much feel like Tim Curry in Gus's blueberry.

 
'nuf said.

Then, I think i'm falling apart--nope, I not fishing for sympathy (only compliments! ha!) i'm only telling it how it is. My knees have been killing me for the past oh, 6-8 months. i used to be a runner, but hard-butt asphalt doesn't do wonders for weak knees. Then! in the last 4 weeks my wrists have been hurting up a storm (mostly my right wrist--and i don't mind that much b/c at least i have my left--yup folks, i'm a lefty, and no, i won't murder all of your children in their beds...but, i digress). So, i feel like someone has my little voodoo doll and is tweaking it just enough to cause noticeable pain. fun stuff man.

See? i know what this kid is going through! well...not really. poor sap.

Anyway, now that the pity party is through i just want to give a shout out to my weekends! do yourselves a favor, peeps and enjoy these things. they are way too short but oh-so fantastic! On Friday I went shopping and saw the cutest boy in the world (probably not, but whateves) again at a certain store that i frequent...not for any particular reason heeheehee. ;) Then, on Saturday i went and babysat the cutest kids i know! adorable little crazies that never allow for any slow or boring parts while you're there. AND! i got a cute little baby to watch too!!! them chubby cheeks are just so pinchable! 
Yup they are definitely cuter than this--although the evil, well that's another story. ;) they get it from their mom.

Then today was a wonderful day at church! great talks, and a really good relief society lesson about gratitude. I love this one quote that comforts be about my hatred towards change: "In light of what we know about our eternal destiny, is it any wonder that whenever we face the bitter endings of life, they seem unacceptable to us? There seems to be something inside of us that resists endings.Why is this? Because we are made of the stuff of eternity. We are eternal beings, children of the Almighty God." Change isn't fun! but we can still be grateful in our circumstances to make life worth living.

Also, i went to Jacksonville today to do a blog video for an awesome (or crazy--it just depends on what side of the spectrum you live) friend of mine! She does ASL (American Sign Language) posts on her blog and she has quite a few videos too. Since i'm left handed she wanted to show her lefty viewers the differences (but really, there aren't that many) b/w right-handed signers and left. It was so much stinking fun and i got to do some more sign language! which, coincidentally, i'm going to go practice right now!!


See you crazy faces later!!
~Beard (nickname-don't ask...i'll probably tell you sometime later)